just reported back to work…one of co-employee asked: "kanna, ilang pounds ang na-gain mo?" smiled and said "ewan ko po, di ko po binibilang…" but deep inside wanted to scream "ANO BAH PAKIALAM MO EH ANSARAP CHUMIBOG!"
not my fault home-cooked food is yummy and family cooks a lot..and people gave us lotsa food..and it’s the holidays..and i’m supposed to be on vacation..and am generally a food lover…and can’t resist the stuff my titas prepare..and i miss pancit sa mansion, chix bbq sa mansion gihapon, pork tapa (maski unsaon mansion gihapon), lean meat at the back of the lechon’s spine, lechon skin with all the fat, bulalo, lengua, potato salad ni tita levy,macaroni salad ni mama cion, maja blanca ni tita france, cakes ni tita ruby,kinilaw na naay tabon tabon,cake sa A&E,bisaya na manok-tinola ug halang halang,steak ni mama pat,tito jojo’s sumptous meals,and practically everything in each meal that during the holidays..love food!
but really hate it when people comment on weight.like i have a responsibility to be thin.
okay, maybe t’wuz jaz a trivial comment and am being oversensitive..but am tired of all the teasing from gaining weight. most of the time jaz smile coz i don’t wanna say you-know-i-love-to-eat-and-i-had-always-been-a-chubby-kid-it’s-just-that-you-met-me-when-i-lost-all-those-pounds-coz-i-was-stressed-in-law-school to everyone who would comment that i’m getting fat.but sometimes simply wanna retort SO WHAT?
had always been chubby (okay,okay, wuz fat when i was younger hehe) but wuz happy. used to jog 5KM every other day so can eat whatever i want coz don’t wanna diet. got into law school and didn’t have to diet coz stress was enough to lose weight.
then the bar happened.
twenty pounds later, people who tell me that i got fat don’t understand that food is my refuge (thanks to gramm’s and pancake house for consoling me during those horrible days). it’s the only indulgence that does not make me feel guilty. food=happiness to me.now i’m fat again.
so? ;op
p.s. if only my clothes fit… =<
