exxy’s spot

never had a break that lasts long enough to make a blog..so days went by and i remain a blog idiot.but today i declared a break from my drudgery and decided to try it..well, here goes random thoughts on the misery of a non-entity like me:

yup,i am a non-entity.no longer a student but not a lawyer either. i am in between that start-of-your-career and end-of-your-happy-law-school-days so i spend my days wondering what i will be a few months from now..some say it is not a biggie and you can always change careers.but i do not have the luxury to choose other paths at this point in my life.the result-that-will-make-or-break-my-career takes forever to come out.in the meantime, i am a sitting ugly duckling.ooops…an agitated and stressed sitting ugly duckling.

yeah, i should forget about it and focus on the now. but the now is what makes up the past and what you do in the past will affect your future so you should know what you wanna be in the future to work on the now.but if you do not know what you are in the now then you will mess up and what will your past be to prepare for the future if you messed up in the now? and it goes round and round in my head.

blech.goin insane. scared sitting ugly duckling alert.